Untying my hair, letting it go loose
I lifted my head
To the clouds above
Gentle breeze caressed my face
Rushing past my face
I stood there
Finding the lost happiness
Captivated in thoughts
Caught in its chain of web
Seeking the lost me
Somewhere on the road of past
I am not afraid to walk alone anymore
I don’t care if I was right in holding your hands
I don’t care if I was right in choosing you
I don’t care you still love me or not
I don’t care what you feel about me
I don’t care what others think about me
Because I have been hurt for so long
That nothing affects me now…
I don’t need your presence anymore
For it’s all so fake
I believed in your feigning
And so, I now stand betrayed!
I believed in “YOU”!
But those were mere pretending.
I curse my own self
For all the times I wept for you
Because you never deserved it all.
Your words no more touch my heart
for they are all false.
Your name strikes my mind
And its al hatred I am filled with
I thought you were the one
But now it doesn’t even matter
For I have seen the worst
My head is still lifted.
Immobile I stand
This is exactly where I am
Left wounded and shattered…