“I’m done with all the lies…telling people that I’m tired In reality I know I’m just sad…wrote something after 3 damn weeks… heavenly feeling”
Sometimes you get this feeling that you don’t fit
The world is still The people seem strange
Even your dear ones have changed And there is absolutely no connection you feel
All that you want is to escape
Run away from all the troubles Go back home, let out what’s been inside
Cry out loud and feel on your own
That’s not going to happen
Home is also that cold…
There are times when you feel tired of being strong
Of putting together things every time
Of being there for everybody around
And never returned back the favor.
You see days go by with nothing changed
And the pain comes out as tears down your cheek
But you know you can’t help it.
Some days even the sun hides behind the clouds
For the fear of not being ‘wanted’ swallows it too.
There are times when you don’t know where to go
What you want, why this chase…
And you end up being a dead star on a night sky
But nothing still happens, the dark hour prevails
And you keep waiting
You keep waiting….